bored out of our minds

"No, because now I feel selfish. You would have done all this when you were ready. I pushed you." She kept her face turned towards the window.

"pushed me or not i wanted to talk to your father.you ruined the ring surprise but your not selfish"

She hugged her knees tighter. Mumbling faintly "I'm sorry.." she burried her face in her knees and cried more. She ruined everything. She always did. No matter who it was or what it was. She messed it up and everyone ended up mad at her.

he stopped the car and lifted her bringing her to his lap "stop crying i'm not mad at you i really am not"he hugged her tightly while stroking her hair

"But I always ruin everything. How aren't you mad at me!" She cried more putting her face into his chest and shaking.

"thats because i can't be mad at you because i love you Tina i want you to be happy and i don't care about anything else"

"But.. I'm not a good person.. I'm a monster.." She trembled and whimpered

"what?why would say something like that Tina!??you're not a monster absolutely not"

"You know what I am, Al. I'm a monster. I should be here." Looking up at you worriedly.

hearing her talking like that made him mad!"Tina stop talking like that!! you are not a monster end of discussion!"

She jumped and crawled from his lap back into her seat and she huddled against the door shaking hard again. She was actually scared.

he got off the car to regain himself and control his temper than went to her side and opened the door pulling her out.he hugged her "i love you tina and i hate it when you talk like that.you don't know how much you mean to me and how much you are special"

"I've never had someone try to show me that i matter thats why. Its hard for me to beleive some time.."

"but i always did..you are the most important thing in my life.i'would die for your own safety"

" I realize that now. I'm sorry!"

"its okay babe"he kissed her "lets go home rest a little talk to my father and we will go to your parents"

She nodded and got back into the car.

he drove silently till they reached the house he opened her door and got her in he went and spoke with his father who just nodded his approval he went bak to tina "lets rest a bit than go to your father.do you want to eat something?"

"Not hungry.." Was all she said with a yawn even though her stomach growled. she just wanted to sleep for a bit.

"okay..lets sleep than"he lifted her hold her in his hands and took her to his room.he laid her on his bed and laid beside her looking at her and stroking her face

She fought to keep her eyes open as she snugglled up to him slowly.

he whispered to her "i love you tina,always remember that"

She nodded eyes falling shut. I love you too Al.. Don't forget.. She fell asleep right after that.

he was still awake watching her she was so beautiful
he thought to Lucas i'm sorry i shouldn't have talked to you like that but tina is a line no one should cross

As she slept she grabbed onto his shirt tightly.


Lucas thought back I know. And I'm sorry for crossing it. I disobeyed my alpha by doing so.